Depression. Emotionally fucked. I can never trust people fully. I have strong intuitions when I know things aren’t right and yet people can easily manipulate me because I believe in that whole “benefit of a doubt” thing so I don’t become the fool when people prove me wrong. But what that has caused is having no confidence in myself. I often find that my intuitions were correct all along and I guess that makes me the fool. Because I let people tell me things, they believe I’m stupid. Nobody lets me have my voice, my say. I’m not at all stupid or unaware. I just never have the guts to say anything and it’s really hard to keep the thoughts to myself. I feel so alone and empty and sometimes it scares me to think that i will feel like this the rest of my life.